35 weeks. 35 days until due date.
Today I hit the 35 week milestone. Jason was born at 35+3 and this is the last milestone ive got to get through before this pregnancy feels different. I’ve been dreading this week since day 1. I’m envious of those women who get that excitement at only having 35 days left before their due date. I’m filled with angst and grief. I dont want to be a negative Nelly but I can’t help feeling that everything is going to go wrong.
I’m so thankful that hubby is off work tomorrow and then I’ve got midwife Wednesday for extra checks on Bean. Thursday is the day where Bean will be the same gestation as Jason and I’m going to keep as busy as I can.
Please don’t get me wrong, I dont want you to think I’m taking my pregnancy for granted. I’m making the most of feeling my rainbow wriggle inside me but I’m desperate to get her here and then she is finally safe ❤