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Silver Linings.

Ive always said I wanted to be honest im my blogging, which i have been. Ive found writing about my bad days easier than the good days. 

Today is different I want/need to write as today has been a good day all around and I know reading back will help when the bad days inevitably come around. 

Today we spent time with both of our parents. We had dinner at my Mum and Dads and then visited hubbys Mum and Dad. Last time I had Sunday Lunch at my parents Ellie cried the entire time, she wouldnt stop unless she was being held, which meant eating a Sunday roast one handed…not an easy task but im mastering it each time 😉. Today she sat in her bouncer by the table and didnt cry once. We all ate our dinner with both hands free and it felt like such an achievement. Life hasnt been easy the past few weeks and we thought wed be in for another day of screaming when Ellie woke up at 5 and wouldnt be comforted at all. Hubby ended up staying up with her while i got some more sleep…hes so amazing ❤. Yet shes been an absolute different child, yes she has cried when shes had teething pain but she hasnt screamed for hours on end and i count this as a small victory!  

A good reminder that some days really are the worst and i feel like the worst mum ever but days like today remind me that we are all doing A-Okay 

A xx


Wife & Mum of 2; Jason born and died 29/03/15 and Ellie born 01/11/16. Hoping to break the silence around baby loss and the journey of parenting a rainbow baby one blog post at a time.

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