I have taken a break from blogging recently, I found that it wasn’t really helping me deal with my grief and for me I needed to find a way to deal with daily life without writing about it. I hated how negative my blog seemed when reading it and I also hated how talking about Ellie seemed to become more apparent. I started this blog in the hope of sharing my journey after losing Jason and that’s not how it carried on.
I have decided to start fresh. A new blog with a more positive outlook. Somewhere where I could talk openly about being a Mum and about Parenting after loss without feeling guilty that my rainbow baby was favoured over the Son I lost.
I hope you will continue to follow in my journey but also completely understand that by talking about a healthy rainbow baby can cause others hurt and that is not something I ever intended to do.
For anyone who does want to keep on reading the link is Mothering A Rainbow
A x
Mothering A Rainbow 
Oh sweetie, you should never feel like this. I have experienced loss of a son myself and I do have a rainbow baby that I praise and share our joy with everyone every day. I do write about my loss in my blog as well but I do so in a way for people to get to know me and my family better as a whole and to know why we do the things we do. It’s been 9.5 years since I lost my son and I love talking about him to people. Hopefully you too will find the balance you need to cope. XO.
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