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Merry Christmas ğŸŽ…

First of all I hope everyone reading has had a wonderful Christmas, whatever your situation may be I hope it WS kind to you. 

I found this Christmas wasn’t at all as I was expecting it to be. I spent most of Christmas feeling quite emotional, crying a few times. It would seem that Ellie getting older only makes me want Jason here more. 

This year was Ellie’s second Christmas but it also should have been Jason’s third and this year it became more obvious to me at how different it all should be.

I admit this probably makes no sense whatsoever as I am tired and still getting used to the tablet hubby got me for Christmas and I am hoping I’ll get a few posts that I’ve written up in my head published at some point soon 💝

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