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My Summer Bucket List

Its no secret how excited I am for this Summer. I love being a teaching assistant and developing childrens minds however I would be lieing if I didnt admit that the holidays are a huge bonus. Having 6 weeks off has always been boring and i usually crave routine and work before September comes however… Continue reading My Summer Bucket List

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Say Their Name

Usually when someone dies their memory lives on in stories, in their family and their friends memories. Their name is still spoken, maybe less than before but it is socially acceptable to talk about them because they lived. So why is it still socially unacceptable to speak the names of babies/children who have died? Society… Continue reading Say Their Name

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Chester Zoo with a toddler.

On Tuesday we took a drive out to Chester Zoo, it's just over an hours drive from Telford and we had pre-booked our tickets the night before. Tickets purchased online are actually cheaper than paying when you get there and can be purchased right up until 9:30 the morning you are planning your trip which… Continue reading Chester Zoo with a toddler.

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16 months.

Wow. I can't get my head around the fact that Ellie has been with us for this long. It feels so strange as I can't remember a life without her in it yet of cause I still dream of a life with Jason too.  I thought as so much has been going on and I'd… Continue reading 16 months.

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Never underestimate

The importance of spending time with your significant other. This morning we took Ellie to her grandparents and she spent the day with them. By the looks of the photos my mother-in-law sent she had a great time (as we knew she would) however the pang of guilt I feel when I leave her for… Continue reading Never underestimate

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Our Summer ❀

I thought that Id give a more detailed insight to some of the places we have gone to this Summer. Cbeebies Land/Alton Tower We were unsure as to how much Ellie would be able to do at Cbeebies Land as she was just 9 months old but we got very cheap tickets (Β£11.50 for all… Continue reading Our Summer ❀