This weekend has been a tough one. The one before Jason's birthday. The one where we were meant to make some family memories. The one where Ellie had the most epic tantrum of all time. The one where Mummy cried far more than I would like to admit. The one where it all went tits… Continue reading Weekends
Category: rainbow baby
Fiesty Redhead
Wow the terrible twos are in full swing over here. I have always heard that redheads have fiery tempers but I'd never fully believed that hair colour could define temper yet I seem to have the fiestiest toddler ever! Her temper is definitely worse more recently. She has learnt to scream, tighten her fists and… Continue reading Fiesty Redhead
Health Review
This morning we took Ellie for her 2 year health review at the local baby clinic, ever since she's been born I have had awful feelings about health visitors. When Ellie was first born we saw 4 different health visitors in the first week, none of them knew our background and I felt myself explaining… Continue reading Health Review
December
December has been a busy month and I decided at the beginning of the month that I wouldn't blog but focus on family, work and life in general as December is always so busy. December meant the start of this year's #AdventForJason which has helped create so many memories and given me something to focus… Continue reading December
On The Eve Of Your 2nd Birthday
Dear Ellie,
Tomorrow you turn 2 years old and I honestly don't know where the last 2 years have gone, it feels like I blinked and you've suddenly become a real toddler. A walking, talking, shouting, opinionated toddler and I love you so much!
#beasuperstar
Why supporting the #beasuperstar campaign is so important to me!
Frankie’s Story
Somewhere After The Rainbow - Frankie tells her story of Esme, Jago & Ayla and what parenting after loss is like for her and her family.
National Rainbow Baby Day
When I was pregnant with Ellie I didnt like the term rainbow baby, I didnt like the idea of Jasons life/death being thought of as "the storm".
My Summer Bucket List
Its no secret how excited I am for this Summer. I love being a teaching assistant and developing childrens minds however I would be lieing if I didnt admit that the holidays are a huge bonus. Having 6 weeks off has always been boring and i usually crave routine and work before September comes however… Continue reading My Summer Bucket List
An unexpected trip
Today did not go the way it should have. Today should have been a normal day, work and then a quick shopping trip to Tesco to stock up on food for our holiday. None of that happened due to a trip to A&E instead. As we were leaving this morning Ellie had tripped over my… Continue reading An unexpected trip
Mothering A Rainbow 